oh, my new 'goal' is 147, but the ideal is 140. now the 4 people who read this and give a shite, i need a goal to work towards or i will get complacent. so choosing something that i can focus on is what will keep me at my weight range. otherwise we will have a repeat of august where i put on 7 pounds. yuck!
So I have this great news from the trainer, I am the lowest he's ever weighted me. what do I do? proceed to eat a mini loaf of soda bread, halloween candy, and fish pie with bread and cheese and wine for dinner. then came back and had more food late at night. I was back on track sunday, but honestly, I felt all crampy saturday and for what??? food is not a reward, a massage is! guh, I now have to work really hard this week at the gym to combat my massive calorie intake.
in other news: there is a boy, and we like him, and that's all i'm writing right now ;) just made curry, he's coming over to eat squash on wednesday. and i'm going to make him watch the departed because he's never seen it!
I'm looking at colleges and universities next year, going to apply over here to the eca, strathclyde, and the glasgow school of art. back home, I want to apply to the boston architectural centre, the university of maryland, and a school in california.... i think that is enough. Oh, a place in NYC! for sure. :) :) :)
I'm trying to remain positive and productive at work, but honestly i feel out of my depth sometimes and my deadlines are always on top of one another, then i havbe nothing to do for 2 days. we girls in the office have started to hang out together, it's nice.
Friday is halloween, I'm the statue of liberty. making a crown and torch tomorrow night. going to get tights, green bra and body paint tomorrow at lunch. It's going to be immense. Punk P and I are going to see james bond at the cinema in our costumes. i know you're jealous!
Alright, i'm off to update